mmmms. today. met dear. had lunch. went to work. supposed to go zouk mambo after work with dear and friends. my sister was coming along too. she was supposed to meet me after work. and then suddenly she msgs me telling me she's tired and she's staying at home. rah. and due to unforseen circumstances, i didnt go in the end. rah. called dear. he asked me to take cab back home then take cab to zouk. rah. crazeee. haha. couldn't possibly ask dear to not go mambo and meet me instead. too selfish. so he went ahead. and had fun. and. i. was so looking forward to drinking n dancing. in the end didnt. rah. called marie darling. she was going to go home. called her down to bugis. we had supper. nasi lemak. rahs. fattening. rahs. she took cab back. i took the train back. reached home near 1am. rah. we were discussing whether to go monks on fridae. haha. i havent been there for like 3weeks? haha. i noe alot of pple dunwan go there already cos of the changed rules. oh well. haha. rahhhh. if i keep having supper every night im gonna be so fucking fat!! well i already am. but its not helping with my diet!!! my one meal a day has gone down the drain.... rahhhhhh. RAHHHHHHHH. okae i should definitely go and buy the freaking dulcolax!!! damn it. bah. fuck i swear there's a mosquito flying around me somewhere. rah.

anyway. me n marie were talking. told her about something that happened at work. i saw some pple i didnt really need to see. haha. let's just call them a, b and x. well. i was at the cashier. a ordered something from my colleague. didnt see b and x at first. a came over to the cashier and paid. i recognised her like immediately. she turned and talked to some pple behind the pillar. i didnt need to guess who she was talking to. i knew. its like b and x didnt wanna walk past me. hiding. tsk. den a turns and walks, followed by b and then x. well. b didnt even look at me and x just turned looked and walked. well well well. marie told me that if she was me she would definitely be angry. haha. tsktsk. i can understand why someone dumped x. well. she may say its not ur fault, but all of us say its your fault. even though she was the one who liked someone else, have u ever considered that maybe cos u werent caring enough thats why she didnt feel loved? and her love for u just faded away? and obviously if someone else cared for her more, obviously she'll leave you. i mean. i tink x is the most bochap gf i have ever known. plus she's always too busy going out with b. in fact i tink she spends like 6 out of 7 days a week with b? haha. anyway. saying i love you ain't enough u know. u gotta show it. which i tink u didnt. :) anyway. its over so just too bad for you. anyway. these two pple. x and b. didn't even have the decency to say hi. i mean obviously i saw you pple. its not like as though u can just walk past praying i wldnt see you. right. god. you would think i don't even noe these pple! u wld tink that i never even went out with these pple before! and u wld tink i never even liked or kissed or hugged one of these pple before! damn it. both bastards anyway. its amazing how fast u can drop one group of friends for another. im such a naive bitch ain't i. i hate these kinda pple. the kind that lead u on, pretending, lying, not telling you anything, treating you like a fool, pretending to care, leading a double life. well. whatever. past is past. i'll treat it as a crazy stupid 1mth. actually i thot she was ignoring you? haha. whatever. good luck. or best wishes. or whatever man. and don't u feel like a lightbulb? crazy. tsk. me n marie were totally agreeing on this. tsk. eunice still wants to see me slap someone. haha. :) well. who cares. WHATEVER. *erased.

rah. i've been looking at laptops. :) i want the sony vaio oneeeeee. its white. and thin. and small. and it has a camera. and its near $5k i tink. :) hehs.

i should go n sleep soon. i have to work in like 12 hours. i have to wake up in 10 hours. if i sleep now. haha. mmmms. monks on fridae? or chinablack on saturdae. hmmms. or should i go club3? raH.

jerry di is okayyy. im like so relieveeeed. hehe.

thanks kimmie dear for the photo. :)

my mom just woke up. WAHAHA. okae. means i should go and sleep soon. haha.

my m1 bill is $169. rah.

i should go off now. she's nagging. she's cooking breakfast too. smells nice. hahaa.... no cannot eat!!! raH.

*darl. guess u should be home now. think ur phone's low batt. anyways. hope u had fun. :) love you. *missu.