yesterdae. stayed home till evening. so guai ritesss! haha. :) had a nice chat with my mom. its been a long time since i've been able to sit down and talk maturedly to my mom. most of the time i'm lying to her! haha. so when i can be honest to her... and she's okay about it... i feel really good la. i feel like something's been lifted off my chest. yea. anyway. i asked darling to come over. and watch vcd. with my family. we were gg to go east coast and buy food back. so. decided to talk to my mom first. was asking how to get there and stuff. and like she was asking who i was meeting. told her. then she was saying your boyfriend and stuff liddat. and i was like laughing and saying no. she was also laughing and saying stuff like dun bluff me la im ur mother i wasnt born yesterday... i can tell... and stuff like that... she was laughing and everything. finally i was like yaaa... and she was really okay with it. she was asking about him and stuff like that. she was quite amused i think. or happy? haha. then later i went out... and she was talking to my sis... my sis told me la... they were talking about me also... and my sis was saying that my mom was saying something about daren... then my sis was like arent u glad she's with a guy now? that kinda thing... so apparently my mom knows that i was les. well. i knew she suspected la. but kept quiet. oh well. she said something else about my sister as well. i think my mom has changed alot la. if this was one year ago, if she found out i had a bf, she wld have killed me. totally. she's changed alot. definitely. i guess it also has to do with the fact that my dad left and stuff... and like we've gotta be more independent and stuff... im working and stuff. i tink when i started work... she started treating me differently. giving me slightly more freedom... she treats me more grown up la. then now... she gives me even more freedom. its not just cos im working... cos also i tink her mindset has changed. once she decided to get over my father... and like go out and meet new people kinda thing... i guess she's like learning to be more independent also... and treat us like more grown up since we all have to be independent... yea. that's why she's okae with the bf thing. and also cos i guess she's happy im str8 now? haha. yea. i guess. :) anyway. im very glad that she's okay with it. i felt so much better after i told her. haha.
oh ya. met darl. went to bedok 85 to eat in the end. instead of east coast. then came back. bought back satay n chicken wings! my mom was on the phone in her room so she didnt come out n bother us. haha. we watched my boss' daughter. its quite funny. haha. it was nice. tara reid is hot. haha. then my mom came out. apparently she was going out. haha. darling said bye to her. and she was giving us this stupid smile of hers. haha. righhhht. okae. whateverrrrr. haha. yea. :) darling went home after that.
today. went church. late. as usual. but not so late. haha. my sister came. went out with terence di n my sis after that. had lunch at ajisen at scotts. she treated. haha. so nice. :) then went shopping around... walked around far east. then went lido to buy tickets. was going to watch movie with darl n his sis. then went to zara at liat. tried on nice clothes! haha im in love with this nice shirt. its light blue with white n black stripes. the collar and cuffs are white. its damn fucking nice. and this black shirt with white stripes. damn damn nice can. my sis tried on this white tube dress n black skirt. she bought them. i didnt buy my shirts cos im broke la. haha :) stupiak terence sprayed the zara perfume for men on me twice okae!!! fuck. i was slapping him. it was so fucking strong lor. i was walking around. smelling like fuck. went topshop. my sis tried on white pants. she bought it. i tried on nice sunglasses. nice. she bought it for me. haha. finally i got glasses. i have been glassesless(is there such a word? no right? haha.) ever since i sold off my gucci sunglasses. shouldnt have sold if off. damn. i love the christian dior mini pop!!! damn nice. haha. anyway. she bought a thong. and she bought one for me. haha. we walked around again. bought the nice gelato from tangs basement. then went lucky plaza to look at phones. haha. then they walked me to lido to meet darling. they two continued on shopping. we watched beautiful boxer. its quite stupid. but quite funny also la. haha. :) went to newton for supper after that. haha. had sambal stingray and kangkong! so bloody full!!! haha. took cab back. i love you darling! haha. :) my darling is the sweetest. absolutely. :)
start work tmw. blah. boring. hehs.
dear. i love you. and miss you. im really sorry for getting angry at you the past week. sorry dear!!! i love you!!! i really do!!! really!!! i promise i won't ever give up on this relationship kae? i love youuuuuu. only you. you. you. muahs.