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Tuesday, May 18, 2004
2:03 am

RAHHHH!!! haha. rite. im crazy.

todae. met darling. love darling. miss you darling. *smiles. then later. went to work. RAH. bugis. my old old tori-q. haha. alot of my old colleagues from parkway branch transferred to bugis. but some of them quit le. yea. oh wells. time past really fast. did some cooking. remembered what it was like to get burnt by all the oil splattering. gotta get used to that hot metal rod again. haha. that time, after working long, can touch the rod and not feel pain. its that black metal rod which the yakitori sticks rest on over the grill. but i can never be like billy man. can touch inside. the grill. pengs. haha. and i remember now. the oily feeling on my face!! RAH. and the stickiness. and the food smell left on ur clothes. RAH. oh well. its okae la. queenie er zi works nearby! so can go home tgt! met her after work todae. she wasnt working though. she was coming down from bishan going home. so met her at the mrt. took the train back. sat at tampines. macs. at the interchange. for awhile. had ice cream again. rah. and fries. rah. she had mcspicy double. i stole one of her chicken patties. haha. yummy. damn. ate so much today can. chicken rice for breakfast. instant noodles for lunch. skipped dinner. had supper with qq. haha. damn. there goes my diet. rah. haha. after that. ryan was at cartel. she came over. said hi. me n qq took 292. she took the bus home. i got off halfway. supposed to change to 17. but i took cab instead. haha. the charge was $3.40. haha. stupid. waste moneeey. haha. :)

tmw im working at 5 again. this whole week working at 5. till sat. sun off. rah. wanna go ladies nite on wednesdae. chinablack. or i might consider going mambo at zouk again la. see how. feel like going monks on friday though. winnie wants to go shanghai sally! the old s.o.s. haha. RAH. see how. damn. not supposed to club laaaa. supposed to save money laaaa. RAHHHH.

saw something. on friendster. something that wasn't there before i think. something changed. maybe i saw wrongly before. but i don't think so. that's fast. hmmm. but the other... not changed. hmmm. unless. there's someone else. not that i remember of. but i wouldn't know right. didn't know much abt her anyway. so well. its not really my business anyway. but it surely is fast if its someone new. okay. none of my business. *zip.

tired. rah. should go n sleep. rah. RAHHHHHH. my new word. :) added along to my favourite word. WHATEVERRRR. and. BAHHH. and WHO CARES. and. FUCK. ahhahaaa.

.who the hell has control of that damn smoke machine. *oh yea. *shakes head. *swings hips. *shoulders sway. *immersed in the beats. -techno. rawks. totally. :) im crazy ain't i? haha.



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