people say why don't i wait... after all that's happened. you can't give up now... but i am. i'm not going to wait. i don't think you'll ever feel the same way. plus everything is just too messy and complicated. plus i don't think i'm your type. plus i know you still love her that much. i rather walk away now, with all these memories, and i can look back and remember what a crazy time we had, and at least knowing that i loved you. i don't want to stay, making things more complicated, making myself hurt more. at least if i walk away now, i can still keep some of the good stuff, and walk away loving you. it wasn't easy making this decision, it's not easy letting go. its never easy. but it has to be done. im picking myself up and moving on. i'm glad i got to know you, and i don't regret anything that has happened. i rather just leave it at this, just memories. and i'm really sorry for making things so messy right now. i really am. you two should really get back together. the feeling is there. anyway. ya. i hope we're still friends. and things won't be awkward. you're a great friend. yea. well. good luck in everything that you do ya... :)