anyways. yesterdae. met kimmie darling at about 4ish. we went to town. she went shopping. nice stuff. hehs. went to warehouse at wisma. tried on four tubetops and this damn cool top. ahaha. i love the tubetops cannnn. the other top i tried. its black. hehs. and its like a very low back. so no bra la. anyway u definitely cant wear a bra cos like the front is like those jennifer lopez tops. u noe the neckline scoops all the way down so there's like this big hole in front. hehs. haha so cool. all on sale somemore. but. i decided. since im so broke. rather not waste money. rahs. bumped into paullllieeee. haha. after that. went to meet darling. sorry kimmie for making u miss ur dinner cos i had to rush off to collect the tix first. sorrrrieeee. hee. watched the day after tomorrow. its quite cool. the graphics and everything. yea. then darl's fren came to pick us up. apparently he just got his licence and car. went to upper bukit timah to eat boon tong kee chicken rice. haha. its not bad. didn't go zouk. change of plans. yeas. no mambo. haha.
today. met darling. watched laws of attraction. again. but i didn't mind. cos dear hadn't watched it. sorry dear for watching it first without youuu. hehs. and why is it no one can believe that i'm home so EARLY???!!! rahs.
seriously. i need to get back on my diet. all this newtoning, late night suppering, clubbing is not only making me fat but also broke. cab fares and what nots. which is why im not clubbing till june. hehs. jac: 4th june at monks ar? haha. well, see how. winnie is sticking to her self-imposed one month curfew of no clubbing!! good gurl. hehs. haha. june will be like mad rush of clubbing, chalet-ing, last minute catching up with friends before school starts. i cant wait for school to start. my brain juices are like in need of some serious stuff. haha. i miss studying. call me crazy but i've been slacking for like wayyyyy too long already. rahs. i need to focus n concentrate. and not screw up like o's. :) do well. get my distinctions. my mom is pressurising already. rahs. its always been me. my sis n bro dun get this kinda pressure. i shld have just dun badly from the beginning den dun have this kinda pressure to always do well rights? haha. nahs. i place high expectations on myself as well. rahs. i wanted 250 for psle. but i got 244. sec1. i got my a's. got my 75%. sec2. screwed up yr. distracted by personal problems. got like 65%? sec3. fairly okae year. wanted my single digits. got 9-11pts. sec4. fucked up yr. daren was a distraction. wanted my single digits. got a bloody fucked up 14pts for L1r5. seriously disappointed with myself. at least it was L1R5. if 14 was L1R4 i wld have committed suicide. at least i got 10pts for L1r4. but still very bad. i wanted a bloody 9pts for l1r5. rahs. my mom was quite disappointed. the pressure has always been on me to do well laa. and now i go poly... the pressure will be even greater la. my sis didnt do very well. and my bro is like seriously going to flunk his o's the way he's going, playing computer everyday only. rahs. i need my distinctions. need my scholarship to a university. need my degree. then i can be called to the bar. practise law. i wanna do divorce law. :) lawyers are scum. divorce lawyers are the fungus that grows beneath the scum - laws of attraction. haha. but someone's gotta fight for the women of this world rites? hehs. im biased. tsk.
darl is sleeping already. so early. hehs. first time. :) he's gotta wake up early.
just changed the links. rearranged them in alphabetical order. haha. rahs. my mother bought chocolate ice cream. rahs. i've decided. either the sony z1xgp laptop or the fujitsu lifebook s7010. hehs. cool.
i need to be next to you