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Sunday, May 02, 2004
3:38 am

yes. ok. i noe. its my fucking fault. thank you very much. okae. so sorry. im leaving you alone now ok? maybe i should just lock this again. like last time. the cause of all the complications.

im feeling like fuck now. no im not gloating. dun worry. im actually feeling very bad for screwing everything up okae???!!! im SORRY. how was i supposed to noe okae???!!!! argh. fuck. have to go to church in like 5 hours. haf to go to work later. damn it. i dun feel like working la. just feel like drowning myself in the sea right now. fuck la. i tink i'll call them tmw and quit la. forget it. the one day that i work they can keep the pay la. and as for surviving the rest of the month? i'll just have to find someone to lend me a few hundred dollars. oh im sure that will be so fucking easy. ya i should just go pick some guy up right. FUCK LAAAAA. damn it.



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